You Better Not Laugh

I AM SO ANNOYED :”“”“”(((((

About 2 mins ago, I was just browsing around facebook and stumbled across a friend’s photo album. She is currently studying abroad and her boyfriend is there now, for a visit.

It made me think…WHAT THE FUCK AM I HERE WHEN MY BOYFRIEND IS IN UK!? and to add things up, HE IS COMING BACK IN AMONTH! 

yes, i know. WTF tatty.I mean, it’s not that I dont want to go there and see him but  being only a diploma graduate, what I have in my bank account..wont be enough..

Parents? no lah, dont want to to trouble them.. They’ve spent too much already on my studies. and expenses.. 

It actually pisses me off abit knowing some of my friends are going abroad to visit their boyfriends, or family or friend or cat?? whatever it is..I AM JELLY! i want to visit him so badly :( and see what London has to offer. I’ve heard heaps of stories about UK but havent had the chance to go there…yet! :)

Anyway, it has been 8 months we’ve been apart and our only way of seeing each other is through skype. I’m glad to know that this is ending soon cause he’s coming BACKKKKKK!ahhhhhh :D

okay, enough ranting. back to editing :) bye!

please, don’t replace me..

Dear empty space, 

As I’m writing this, please hear me out. I have this boy who I am terribly inlove with. We met at the field and it was the best moment of my life. From that day onwards beautiful things starts happening to us. It’s like we had clouds on top of us every single minute when the rain tried to stop this beautiful thing thats happening.

But now, we dont see eye to eye anymore. We have different environments and different ways with each other. Sometimes i think he doesnt remember me. Sometimes i think he doesnt even feel the same towards me. 

I would really,really want him to know that.. I’m here waiting..I’m here to always here ur deepest thoughts and all ur whines and rants. Give me some loving too. Give me some of those warm hugs and words that would bring out the brightest smile. You know, ur the only boy who can do so.

Keep this to urself…I had a dream of him lastnight, putting on a ring on my finger :’)

Thanks for hearing me out.

Tatty.